I am now on my 5th drink and I am just sitting here thinking. Idk maybe it’s my fault for creeping but I saw something and idk it just made me numb. I saw a post and idk it just said a lot. And, it made me feel like I’ve put in EVERYTHING for nothing. I like you…. ALOT. That is known. Your feelings about me? Idk. You basically proved/said everything in that post about your feelings. Maybe it’s too soon. Maybe I’m wrong. Maybe I’m just drunk and being a dramatic bitch. I thought you liked me and were over previous boyfriends.. But I was wrong. I shouldn’t have assumed you were (my downfall) however you act like you like me a lot and say you do but come on now.. That post is from yesterday and it was heart felt. You like me? I like you! I like you so fucking much. And your feelings about me idk. I can’t read minds.. Wish I could. But idk maybe I’m just a jealous guy. Or actually maybe I just want someone to like me. This single shit is getting old fucking fast. I want to confront you about this and just see what you think but idk I just don’t want to be a bother to someone. You text me now telling me you like me more and more but what am I supposed to believe. I haven’t opened up to someone in a long time… Maybe that was my downfall. Idrk I just want someone to like me, is that to much to ask for? I feel alone everyday and put a fake smile on everyday. No one knows how I truly feel. I feel fucking alone. I just wish you can just tell me whether you like me and would like to eventually go out with me or not. That way I won’t break my own heart. That way I can save the depression for something else. Idfk anymore. I just don’t know.